In April, I gained a deeper understanding of what Love is. I have always wonder why and how I love some people so easily and unconditionally, like my child, but I struggle with defining how much my love is for the rest of people dear to me. Finally, it took an incident in April, to illustrate what it means by love is an action. Some say that love is selfish, but I disagree. What I found out is that love is giving. It is enlightening to finally know the true meaning of these words.
Then from end April to end of this week, it is busy times (exams and business trips). Time, is a difficult concept. Is it totally natural, when mother earth goes religiously around its sun? Or is it man made, self imposed to restrain and restrict one's journey through mother earth? Each of us has 24 hours in a day. How do one make the choice of what is the priority in one's current stage in life. Other than exam and career, what is my priority now? Love, I have given; love I am not seeking now.
And I try to practise graciousness. Again it is about choices, how we choose to conduct ourselves. I pick graciousness, you pick righteousness; I spread love, you spread meanness.
Ha! This is one of my most philosophical post to date!
